in the raining evening

Happy 2010! long time no see huh? this account has never been touched for last a year maybe. honestly i hate writing and reading (some books) but actually i need a place for killing my time right now ha ha. pathetic. well i spent my holiday in my house, i love outdoor but i thought my mom had something to do. so, she didn't have a time for us (my family). until now,my dad still busy with his hospital and my mom always checks my new house. then im staying at home, great isn't it? playing games, searching unimportant things, reading anything, blablabla. im looking for.. something this lately. i don't know why but i felt empty without it -_- wow i think im start acting weird this time. well that's all i wanna say.